January 2011
74 posts
I can’t wait to see where we all end up.
“There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed.”
– Ernest Hemingway (via reclaimingthegoddess)
“You know, they ask me if I were on a desert island and I knew nobody would ever...”
– William S. Burroughs (via earlyfrost)
Soul Tired
We sat at the table for hours welling in our mutual misery. I had a splitting headache that nothing seemed able to fix. She looked rather green. Neither one of us had slept properly in days.
We sat there until our tea got cold. Our bodies were too tired to hold our heads up. The bright lights hurt my eyes.
But we couldn’t go home. Home meant back to work. Home meant difficult phone...
Rant
I wish I had something to say. My posts are becoming too similar. They are stale. All have the same old themes. Love, lust, and hurt. Why are they copies when life is so complex?
AHHHH… please leave me some writing advice/inspiration. It would be GREATLY appreciated.
Thanks =]
Dianne Brennan: Work & Play: Free University of... →
diannebrennan:
I love the idea of this! This sort of D.I.Y. spirit reminds me, that just when you think the D.I.Y. spirit of San Francisco has up and moved back home with it’s parents…you find that it’s just been living in an incubator. Hooray for the Free University of San Francisco! Such a good idea…in the nick of time! Personally, I’m looking forward to 19th Century Visionary Poetry (I bet...
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Talk to me?
Just for awhile…
http://staticdistort.tumblr.com/ask
Confidence
Truth be told I was drunk. No, not just a little bit tipsy, but world spinning, surrealist, drunk. He had a nice smile, and smelled like smoke. He said I was cute and I giggled before capturing his lips in mine. His were strong, and I had no choice but to lean heavily against him.
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If it's a Hollywood movie about the sixties, you...
Friday Nights
I hear him yelling out in the hall, laughing as always. They will fuck tonight despite how she swore to me that she would hold off until at least Monday.
It sucks that she loves him, though she would hate to admit it.
Every other boy she invites back is only second choice. She kicked one out last week when he knocked on her door at 2am looking for something familiar.
It sucks he is lonely,...
Friday Nights
I hear him yelling out in the hall, laughing as always. They will fuck tonight despite how she swore to me that she would hold off until at least Monday.
It sucks that she loves him, though she would hate to admit it.
Every other boy she invites back is only second choice. She kicked one out last week when he knocked on her door at 2am looking for something familiar.
It sucks he is lonely,...
I'm sorry I haven't been writing lately.
rightaheadyoungsailor:
I will try harder. I really want to get my work out there for people to read and for them to be inspired and moved. I want them to ache and soar and be hollowed out.
So, i will try harder.
=]
I'm sorry I haven't been writing lately.
rightaheadyoungsailor:
I will try harder. I really want to get my work out there for people to read and for them to be inspired and moved. I want them to ache and soar and be hollowed out.
So, i will try harder.
=]
Hold me so I can pretend things haven’t changed.
Hold me so I can pretend things haven’t changed.
The Parent Trap ... thoughts
So I was thinking today about The Parent Trap…like the movie, and I realized that its one of those things that on the screen is all light and happy, but think if that were to happen in real life.
What if you had a twin and had absolutely no idea until you were in your teens? So has every adult that has known you your whole life been lying to you?
What if you were a mom or dad and had to...
“You asked a simple question lately or made an innocuous aside and suddenly you...”
– Dennis Lehane, Moonlight Mile (via hellaposer)
“You asked a simple question lately or made an innocuous aside and suddenly you...”
– Dennis Lehane, Moonlight Mile (via hellaposer)
Privacy?
She came in from the shower and my eyes were still pricking. I pretended to be fascinated with the guy trying to parallel park outside our apartment. I willed the tears to stay where they were. Back where she couldn’t see them. I tilted my head, now looking at a helicopter. If she saw them, she would ask what was wrong, and I had no idea what the answer to that question was. Perhaps...
Privacy?
She came in from the shower and my eyes were still pricking. I pretended to be fascinated with the guy trying to parallel park outside our apartment. I willed the tears to stay where they were. Back where she couldn’t see them. I tilted my head, now looking at a helicopter. If she saw them, she would ask what was wrong, and I had no idea what the answer to that question was. Perhaps...
I am going to stand in the shower and turn the heat as high as I can stand. I want the water to hit my skin rudely. Maybe it will knock some sense into me.
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This.
hellotallsara:
Missing someone who moved away hurts. Missing someone who died, hurts worse. But the thing that hurts the most, is missing someone you see everyday.
Cravings
I miss your affection. We would exchange it most every night until you left to visit your family for a month. I craved your presence. God, I missed you so much. I counted down the seconds until our reunion.
Which happened. And it’s not the same. I don’t ask for much. A hug unannounced would more than satiate me. A touch on the shoulder. Please.
Because now you are distant....
Trying
I’m trying. I’m really fucking trying to stop worrying about you. My head knows you really are fine, but I feel this hollowness about my lungs that can only mean misery.
I see you too often, perhaps. Do you need space? You would tell me if you needed space. You are fine.
I think it’s because I grew up the oldest. When I was about four I pulled my brother out from under...
Dearest Viewers,
The following posts are not going to be pretty. They will be honest. And they will be more for my benefit than yours…
Thanks for reading,
StaticDistort
“Never forget to laugh.”
“Never forget to laugh.”
You know you are in dire straights when...
1. Music can’t seem to get your head in the game.
2. You know what is logical, but you can’t make yourself do it.
3. You feel like you might have some sort of mental illness.
4. You could laugh or cry with equal chance, but mostly you just want to scream.
You know you are in dire straights when...
1. Music can’t seem to get your head in the game.
2. You know what is logical, but you can’t make yourself do it.
3. You feel like you might have some sort of mental illness.
4. You could laugh or cry with equal chance, but mostly you just want to scream.
Cool Facts! →
Cool Facts! →
Wishes
For once, let me be the one that everyone gravitates to. Let me feel wanted and needed! Let me be the keeper of secrets, and let me be the center of attention. Let me be the person that everyone wants to be friends with. Let me be special.
Wishes
For once, let me be the one that everyone gravitates to. Let me feel wanted and needed! Let me be the keeper of secrets, and let me be the center of attention. Let me be the person that everyone wants to be friends with. Let me be special.
Desperate and Needy
I hate feeling this clingy and dependent. I want to give you space so badly but I always seem to fuck it up. I am stupid and awkward. I always say the wrong thing. Why do you put up with me? I feel so worthless. I feel desperate and needy.
Desperate and Needy
I hate feeling this clingy and dependent. I want to give you space so badly but I always seem to fuck it up. I am stupid and awkward. I always say the wrong thing. Why do you put up with me? I feel so worthless. I feel desperate and needy.